Secret Blog
I've been journaling for about a year. Well actually I have been blogging but have never posted a single word. So I guess that means I have been journaling. What stops me from posting? Will anyone be interested in what I have to say. Fear of rejection, fear of confrontation, I wonder if my words improve on silence. However as my guru pointed out when I recently revealed this secret blogging I do "if the intent is pure they improve on silence." So here I am about to post a blog.
Is there supposed to be an order to my blogs, any structure they should follow? The ocd part of me thinks there should but then I might take forever to get my blogs orderly, the perfectionist in me also wants to have everything perfect before I post. Oh, but I know perfection does not exist and is boring. So here is my intention. Today I will post.